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Going To The Taking Back Sunday Concert On July 4th

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hold me was all i asked. love me was all i wanted. left was all i got. i gave you my heart, i gave you my trust, i gave you me, & me you crushed. empty promises were all you told, empty promises were what i believed, empty promises were what crushed my heart. my heart was yours, and yours alone, my heart was what you broke, my heart is shattered on the ground. are you happy now?

somehow you always end up running through my head don't ask me why , after all the lies i don't know why i still care anymore but somehow i just can't let go. maybe it's the thought of  you coming back one day but you better have a clue && realize i have  feelings too, it's not always about you.

You're so typical..& i hate you. Another day, same bullshit, this is like a re-run of some sitcom & here we are, screaming at each other again.. you hurt me on the inside. Listening to the same songs over & over again, hearing the same harsh words replay in my head. Yesterday is already over, today sucks & tomorrow's bound to be just as fucked up

sitting at home on monday nights at ten watching MTV ; it's what all the CO0L kids are doing =D

You could see it in her eyes ---- She loved him & it's killing her

Be careful who you trust Don't listen to anyone that gets in your way. Do what you feel is
right & fuck what other people have to say

You can spend hours on the phone talking about nothing but it doesn't matter what your conversation is about, just as long as he calls

I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us know whats going on,
neither of us know what each other is thinking, and we are both trying to make decisions based on information we don't know.

My best friend is the one that brings out the best in me and keeps me from falling instead of just picking me up.

i'M S0 SiCK 0F iMMATURiTY, 0F NAME CALLiNG, 0F LABELS, 0F G0SSiP, 0F HiGHSCH00L. iT JUST D0ESNT MAKE SENSE T0 ME ANYM0RE & i FiND MYSELF BEiNG NiCE T0 PE0PLE THAT i W0ULD RATHER STRANGLE..

Shove my body up against your wall && kiss me like you mean it.

just friends was always a lie between you and me .

since we're being brutally honest here, you were the worst mistake i've ever had the pleasure of making

we have this  unspoken connection.we see each other, lock eyes, smile that   one certain smile that means nothing to anyone else, but the world to us

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 I Expect Alot...

NEW UPDATE 5/4

He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.

I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.

No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.
Some may call it stupid. I call it love.

I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss.

I think I found my new addiction tonight.

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where I layed & told you, but you swore you loved me more.

So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things.
So what if I can't eat or sleep At least you'll know why. You're always on my mind

she wipes off the black rivers
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n

i have more feelings for you, than any other girl will

she's an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on her face?
well it's her most famous piece

love is about being cute and stupid together
not being in bed together.

Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different

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UPDATED 4/19

guess i'll update..whatever..my life sucks big time right now.

yesterday my grandpa died..second person i have lost in the past 2 months..fucking sucks i hate everything.

hey assholes.. leave comments i hate when ppl come to my site and dont leave comments..i have a fucking tracker bitches.

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So another night alone on the couch watching those love moments, just wishing i could be doing those things with you again

i cant unthink about you
i cant unfeel your touch
i cant unhear all the words
Unsay all the things that used to mean so much
i wish i could unremember everything
My hearts been through
im finding out its impossible to do
i cant unlove yoU

& she ignores all the other guys who want her because;
shes too busy noticing him...

i didnt mean for this- to go as far as it did
or to get as close as it did .. but it did and i'm
not supposed to like you this much but i do.

and nobody knows that i still
fall asleep thinking about you

oh, did i mention when i see you
it stings like hell? to the fact
that we could have something
that'll never happen

Let's destroy each other
Because were too cool for love lines.
Soft kisses over cheap wine.
Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette.
Whisper to me,say you'll never forget.
Could you break my heart a little more?

people always say best friends will
trade the icky green popcicle for
the yummy pink one, but that's not
true, because my best friends say
fuck you just eat the damn thing

`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.

i'm in a car underwater with time to kill
thinking back i forgot to tell you this
i didn't care that you left and abandoned me
what hurts more is i would
` -- » [[ still x die x for x you ]]

I'm your average teenage girl ; makeup, money, boys + clothes. I laugh until I cry. I'll never hate you ; Just watch out for my bitch moments. I can be innocent ; But your innocent til' proven guilty. Pink + Blue are my favorite colors. I'm addicted to sugar. & ..I believe in t.r.u.e l.o.v.e

Let's be wild & young
Let's be worthless & dumb
Let's break all the rules
Let's be rebellious
LET'S BE IN LOVE

R.I.P. MATTHEW 2-20*

R.I.P. GRANDPA 4-18*

NEW UPDATE 3/31

need more comments your all slacking again

kay onto the quotes =)

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1.If I was handed a gun
&& I had to choose to shoot
either my boyfriend or my best friend
who would I shoot?
My answer would be I'd shoot myself
because I'd take a bullet
&& die for all the people that I love.*

2.you're not the kind of guy that would
ignore me when you're with your friends,
but hold me tighter & kiss me a little
longer, just to make them jealous*

3. Trying to forget someone you love is like
trying to remember someone you never met*

4. you stole my heart.. ripped it out..
&& smashed it on the floor.
and i smiled because you touched me.*

5. i woke up to the sound of the phone
at two in the morning, i didnt pick up cause
i thought it was someone else
and then i got your voicemail and& there
you were telling me you were calling me
just to say hello < 3* haha last night!

6. my mother always says, "if so&so wanted to jump off a bridge, would you follow?"
i always reply, "hell no. i`d be the one who came up with the idea first."*

7. Ive moved on but i will never forget you
we still talk about you, you know..& i think
about how it used to be.. but then.. i start to cry
& i find myself wiping away my tears all over again*

8. sing me your pretty melodies, just for
old times sake. make the volume loud
and the house is rocking.. baby; let the
music do the talking. <3*

9. i swore i'd never love again
i swore my heart would never mend
said love wasn't worth the pain 
 but then i heard him call my name

10. i want to get to a point where ;
no matter what happens, no matter
how long we go without being together,
no matter how many fights we get
into -- that all we need is a kiss ; &
suddenly, we remember why
we love eachother*

11. i love those fake fights
we have when we`re together because
i know that if i walk away
you will come after me.*

12. he said, "i love it when you hug me good night." ;
and she smiled. and then he added,
"but, i wish you'd never let go."*

13. was that an earthquake..
Or did I just rock your world?

14. .if only the good things lasted so much longer,
and we never had to say goodbye..
      

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NEW UPDATE 3/29

1. i rock it with my jeans ripped
& my sunglasses huge

2. when you love someone you`ll do [ anything ]
all the crazyy things that you cant explain *
you`ll deny the truth * believe a lie * give
everything & not think twice *' you`ll
risk it [[ all ]] no matter what may come *` you
*'feel it deep inside that nothing else could
ever change your mind * you cant sleep at
night knowing that he's yours * t h i s.is.l o v e

3. you look good with everything,
but you look best with me..

4. & her heart finally told her
to stop wasting her time..

5. i feel like i'm standing in the middle of a crowded room,
screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up..

6. id rather argue with you than kiss someone else

7. so play it off & pretend you never knew what you got yourself
into. ill play it off & pretend i never meant a word i said.. cause im starting to realize that getting lost in your eyes was the worst move

8. tank of gas
and empty heart.
but i've got everything i'll ever need.
i got this old guitar and
a brand new set of strings.

9. sometimes she just wants to sleep all day
because her dreams
are the only thing that keep her hopes up..

10. take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
this is the real world,
& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore.

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